Tuesday, December 29, 2009

to my belove friends~

friends~
u bring happiness to me~
u try to help me when i am in trouble~

we discuss together~
we play together~
we scream together~
we laugh together~
we talk gossip together~
we sing together~
we do almost everything together except at our home~

sometimes~
i scold u~
i compare u with someone~
i hurt u~

sorry~

i din't meant to do that~

but~
u still help me~
u still smile with me~
u still talking to me~
u still giving me happiness~

thank you~friends~

without you~
my life will not have colour~
my life will not have the sound of people laugh~
my life will not have the warmness of the sun~

thank you to string along with me
all this years
all this months
all this days

thanks friends~

i love to have u all as my friends~

question marks ???stupid question...

what makes me like K-pop??
what is my hobby???
what is my favourite subject??
what is my favourite colour?
what makes me like to online??
what makes me like to watch dramas??
what is the answer of that question??
what is going on??
what is colourful??
what is my mom's name??
what is my nickname??
what is my cousin's name??
what is my first name??


i m writting some STUPID QUESTION~haha~

PMR

PMR's P=presure~~

1st january~after PMR~

1st january~go to school to buy some books.......
i am so excited to see my friends n see who are in the same class with me~
but~
i hate form 3~PMR(pressure~)
although it is pressure~but i have all my belove friends with me~~its ok~~i can walk through this year with them,with all the happiness~
after PMR~i will enjoy~

after PMR~(dreaming)
i want to fly
i want to enjoy
i want to sing
i want to play
i want to scream out loud
i want to sleep until 12 o'clock
i want to watch movies
i want to watch all kinds of dramas~hong kong's,korean's,taiwan's......
i want to go to my friends party
i want to online until midnight

too many to write~

Friday, December 25, 2009

school restart is getting near~

4st January 2010 is getting near,time for tuition is getting near too.......
LIFE~as a secondary school student~
its very pressure~
no time to rest,no time to chat~tuition tuition and tuition everday...
just because of form 3's PMR
examination~PMR trial~
even now i haven start schooling yet but i can know that the next year is a pressure year~
everybody keep asking me~what is your target for PMR??6A??7A??or what??
i don't know how to answer~
this kind of question are pressuring me~
i can't set a target because if i didn't reach my target at the end~i will dissappoint my parents,brothers......and myself...
then,i will think that i am useless~maybe die quickly is better~(but i will not die in the end)
why malaysia's government want us to study until 2/3 o'clock in the afternoon??they thought if the time of going to school is longer,the more clever are us....NO!!this is pressuring us!!
i am not a person that hate going to school~but the period is too long~why can't the government do like other country??1 day~schooling for maybe 5/6 hours ??some country schooling for just 2 hours per day~~so all the students can enjoy their schooling time without any pressure~

i can't blame~cause i am born to live in malaysia~this is MALAYSIA...