24/9/12

Its been months since my last post,
I was so busy until I dont have time to update my blog.
Its End of September now
another 40 days,
my Year end examination [SPM] will be held on  5th November.
I'll end my high school life soon.
I was selected to join the National Service for 3 months but I plan not to go
I will apply for University maybe next month
Tuition ,Sleep ,Study ,Eat ----> Routine of my life now
no fun!
I hate it!
but what can I do?
I still need to study ...
I'm quite looking forward to my college/university life..
the days that I can drive on my own
go on vacation with my friends
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uh~~need to stop thinking of it~
Concentrate on study !
Elayne! Hwaiting!

i dont know what I want

my birthday is around the corner~
any present?
you said you really dont know what to give me as a present
haha
just think it yourself
things that I would love and make me feel touching

actually I dont know what am I want from you as a present

and I am so curious about what you would give me

I never receive a birthday present that I really love the most

mostly my friends will think that I would love to receive an kpop album as a present

but I'm not~><

hehe~~
its time for bed
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the one that got away~

summer after high school when we first met,
we make up in the mustang to radio head
on my 18th birthday
we got matching tattoos,
grab a bunch of liquor and climb to the roof
take about our future like we had a clue
never plan that one day
I'll be losing you
in another life
I would be your girl
we keep all our promises be us against the world
in another life
I would make you stay
so I dont have to say you are the one that got away
the one that got away~

YES~this is the song...

I love this song so much
that some times
I would thought of sing it to you...

不败！

终于能释怀
什么样的结能永远纠缠
感情里没有背叛不背叛
只不过缘分用完 就该 离开

还可以承担
虽然浪漫之后又是遗憾
心里面好像残废了一块
至少我找到人生 部分 答案

每个失望的难关
都是善意的安排
看我的希望有多少能耐

有谁不曾受过伤
伤痛后会更明白
究竟有什么值得我去爱

不怕失败 相信自己不败
没有痛过 怎么会有痛快
就算失败 相信真爱不败
爱过才懂 我为什么存在

有人正在等 等待最好的爱

爱是个麻烦
却像巧克力让人戒不断
甜蜜中透着苦涩的情感
怎么能付出真心 不被 伤害

绝不放弃爱
往往到了最后只剩习惯
失去了感觉相处很为难
从分不开到分开 都要 看开

每个失望的难关
都是善意的安排
看我的希望有多少能耐

有谁不曾受过伤
伤痛后会更明白
究竟有什么值得我去爱

不怕失败 相信自己不败
没有痛过 怎么会有痛快
就算失败 相信真爱不败
爱过才懂 我为什么存在

有人正在等 等待最好的爱

--------2pm 俊昊 & 吴建豪 不败 MV---------
new song~~
I love it,
a nice song!
and I love the lyrics too~
[[不怕失败 相信自己不败]]

Elayne ! JJang!!

naega chal chalaga!

Biology~!

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Good 'bam'~!

because of papa~

because of papa,
I get almost everything i want,
he is good in social communication
and he has soooooooo many friends
I dont really know why
my papa's korean friends love me so much
once they heard my papa said that I love kpop and even perform dancing in korean song and I love korea,
they will react like this: REALLY??!!!
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Uncle Jason(he is a korean too) said that after my spm,
if I have much free times
he would like me to go to KL and study korean cultures,korean languages from his wife~
how nice!
Uncle Goo always ask me what did I want from Korea when he is going back there

Uncle Lee too,
once he heard my papa said I love kpop
he straight away bought albums for me after he was back from Korea

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all thanks to my papa~
because of him,I can get soooo many nice things

hmm....its been more than a years since my trip to korea
I miss Ms.Park
I wonder how is she now
she stops keeping in touch with me since she pregnant for 8 months last year
she is a nice lady~~
I communicate well with her
It's really nice to know her
Ms.Park~~
Unnie~bogoshippoyo~~

free albums~~

I get another 2 free albums from my papa's korean friends..
this time is bought by Uncle Lee ~
gomawoyo uncle!!

this time's free albums are........

SHINEE's SHERLOCK    &    T-ARA'S LOVEY DOVEY !!!


I got free albums before from Uncle Goo ~><
Uncle Goo bought me

RAIN's BACK TO THE BASIC 
2PM'S HANDS UP
2PM'S HEARTBEAT
BoA'S BEST OF USA
WHEESUNG'S VOCALATE 
SUPER JUNIOR'S A-CHA
BIG BANG'S ALWAYS 

jinja kamsahamnida Uncle!

cousins~

I chatted with my cousin [De Quade] just now...
we were talking about Big Bang's Alive World Tour 2012.
since standard 4 if I'm not wrong,
I never been that good with my this 2 cousins before ><
start from last year
thanks to kpop
We had a lot of things to chat
Last year when August holidays,
my family and I went back to Pahang (my mama's hometown) to visit my grandpa and my aunts
I always thought that it was a boring trip back there coz even I stayed at my aunt's house ,
I still didn't have anything to do
plus my cousins were like not even wanna talk to me ><
However,
it's different since the last time I backed to Pahang
a memorable visit backed there,
I still remember,
how fun we were when 3 of my cousins and I went to have our korean barbeque dinner in a korean restaurant
after our dinner,
my big cousin [used to call him as 'ah boy'] fetched all of us backed home
In the car,
we were like having our own clubbing disco  ><
with the song 2pm 's hand up!!
it's really a memorable visit ><

and...
about Big Bang's concert,
the official schedule hasn't release yet
but what I know is
they will be coming to Malaysia
I really hope that we come after SPM
what makes me feel very touching is
my cousins said they are willing to help me to convince my mama if big bang come before SPM
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really thanks a lot!
they want me to join them to watch Big Bang
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I really hope they would come after SPM..
I really dont wanna regret for my whole life
coz if they come before SPM,
the percentage of me going to watch big bang is like only 5%
my mama wont let me go before SPM
and I will regret for my whole life~

haiz...forget about the concert..
you're still having exam now
FOCUS ELAYNE!
AZA AZA HWAITING!

Domino ~

Nothing ever happens in this town
It’s the same old thing when we go out
A new place to hang with the same crowd
I looked up when you came and sat down


Now I’m here with you and I’m admiring the view
I hope you never ever never ever cut me loose
And I don’t know what to do because


I’m falling into something real and I can’t stop me
I’m knocking over everything and you just caught me
From start to finish I promise I’m in this
Just wanna let you know, yo I’m falling like a domino


Falling, falling, falling, Just like a domino
Falling, falling, falling, Just like a domino
From start to finish I promise I’ll mend this
Just wanna let you know, yo I’m falling like a domino


Always said true love never happens
A little push caused this chain reaction.
I never thought you’d be my distraction
I admit girl you got me crashing


Now I’m here with you and I’m admiring the view
I hope you never ever never ever cut me loose
And I don’t know what to do because


I’m falling into something real and I can’t stop me
I’m knocking over everything and you just caught me
From start to finish I promise I’m in this
Just wanna let you know, yo I’m falling like a domino


Falling, falling, falling, Just like a domino
Falling, falling, falling, Just like a domino
From start to finish I promise I’ll mend this
Just wanna let you know, yo I’m falling like a domino


When it all comes down you gon’ have my back
When the last one falls baby we got that
You’re saying… ooh ooh hot hot Oooh oooh hot hot
Keep saying hot hot ooh ooh hot hot
When it all comes down you gon’ have my back
When the last one falls baby we got that
Keep saying ooh ooh Keep saying ooh ooh
Keeping saying ooh ooh Keep saying
I’m falling like a domino


I’m falling into something real and I can’t stop me
I’m knocking over everything and you just caught me
From start to finish I promise I’m in this
Just wanna let you know, yo I’m falling like a domino


Falling, falling, falling, Just like a domino
Falling, falling, falling, Just like a domino
From start to finish I promise I’ll mend this
Just wanna let you know, yo I’m falling like a domino


I’m falling into something real and I can’t stop me
I’m knocking over everything and you just caught me
From start to finish I promise I’m in this
Just wanna let you know, yo I’m falling like a domino


Falling, falling, falling, Just like a domino
Falling, falling, falling, Just like a domino
From start to finish I promise I’ll mend this
Just wanna let you know, yo I’m falling like a domino


Love the lyrics~~

exam week~tired~

uh~~~exam~~><
this morning's subjects were history and chinese~
I hate both subjects~~
although I am a chinese but I don't like having chinese test~~
it is damn hard~~
history makes me feel sleepy~~
this is why I can't revise history in the midnight~><

hmm~~I love drinking MILO these few days~><
I drink it almost every day~~~

'buing buing'~~
aegyo~~
influence by Joyce and Joanna,
I am soooo into EXO's TAO these days~~
I keep on repeat his 'aegyo' video on youtube for more than 10 times~
his 'buing buing' makes me crazy~~
<>!!

I signed up an account on INSTAGRAM last week~
follow me there
{{ Elayne_c }}

it's 11pm ++ now...gotta hit the bed~ still need to take mathematics test tomorrow~~
GOOD 'BAM' = good night~~~

In heaven.. 'kajima'~~

Will you love me once more?


Wiping away the miracle of seeing you
I won’t be able to live on
Even when I’ve escaped from every dream
The first time I saw your image
It felt like i was drowning in the raindrops of this world


From where am I watching you?
Forever
Even if there’s regret, there’s really no way of seeing you
Memory of a shadow
Moistness of a name
It’s there in that little memory


I can’t do it, really can’t do it
It’s like you’re by my side
Not waiting, I’m not waiting anymore
I’ll try again to say something
I’ll try again to leave some memory
Walking in the dreamscape
In my footsteps
Afraid to close my eyes




Don’t go, don’t leave
Can’t you remain by my side
Lies, all are lies
I can’t hear anything
Love you, I love you
Can’t you see that from one single line
Love you, I love you
Will you love me again


So fast, you have already clean forgotten
the tracks of finding you have also disappeared


This last path, adheres closely to my tears
again I inch a little closer (again it’s about the same)




(I’ve also changed)
You’re not here by my side
I’m going to go now
I’m going to go
Now i’m going to follow your path
Follow an endless path
Going everywhere to find you
I’m afraid that losing her will bring sadness


Don’t go, don’t leave
can’t you remain by my side
lies, all are lies
i can’t hear anything
love you, i love you
can’t you see that from one single line
love you, i love you
will you love me again


Don’t go, don’t go, can you remain here
lies, lies, i can’t hear
i love you, i love you, can you see that
i love you, i love you, will you love me




don’t go, don’t leave
can’t you remain by my side
lies, all are lies
i can’t hear anything
love you, i love you
can’t you see that from one single line
love you, i love you
will you love me again


JYJ in heaven <------click to the MV

EXAM~~haiz

I'll be sitting for my mid year exam tomorrow

tomorrow's subjects are Malay and sivic...

if you're from other country,

you'll think: SIVIC?why are they need to exam for sivic?

it really a non-sense subject

wasting our time~

and the subject:MORAL too

is it the government think that we do not have moral so we need to exam for moral?

if one person get high marks in the moral test,it doesnt means that the person really have moral!!

those who good in memorizing can really get high marks in moral~

Malaysia's ministry of education is really ...I dont know how to say...

are they trying to train Malaysian's students to be well in memorizing those moral values?

do these moral values still need to memorize?!!

REALLY!this is wasting our time!

make us suffer more~~

EVERYDAY I'M SUFFERING><

i hate malaysian's education~~

but what to do?

cant blame~~I born to be a malaysian~~

天才表演《木木夕。木目心》圆满结束~~

虽然已经结束了差不多一个月了~~
但是我还是很怀念大家一起练习的时候~~
演员们一起练戏，练唱，练舞~~
练了差不多半年~~
虽然最后呈现的表演算不上非常的好~~也收到了不少人的批评但是也是一场留下很多回忆的活动~~
说实在，我表演过那么多场（舞蹈）~~
只有这场我和原跳TROUBLEMAKER 时，
那些欢呼声&掌声让我觉得。。苦练那么久也是值得的~~
练习期间~
为了要呈现最好的舞蹈~~
闪到腰，扭到脚~~
但是最后让我感到有那份成就感~~
真的值得~~
也非常谢谢朋友们的支持，团运的帮忙~

照片~~~~
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wei en was singing~~

dancing SNSD's tell me your wish(genie) ^^

they're singing + rapping Hayley william's airplane~~

they're singing Adele's rolling in the deep~~

~~~our banner~~~

the left side with the hair band one is me~~><

~END~大合照~~谢谢大家哟！~

我表演的妆~~不像我吧~~><..好像老了很多><

我的TROUBLEMAKER表演 LINK 

~~CLICK ME TO THE VIDEO~~

Shooting stars~

Last month,I've attended a wedding dinner of my mama's boss's son's .><
I love the design of the wedding ~
especially the lights on the ceiling~

beautiful right?

I wish my future wedding can have these kind of lights on the ceiling~~

it looks like shooting stars~~^^

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Like.a.movie...

As if we were in an old movie
We look so happy in there
At a place we don't remember, are a stranger to,
Looking for our memories

Tears fell - no
Tears are still falling
Just when I think of you, when I look at you

Even if I were to go back
Looking at you again and again
I miss you more and more
I can't forget you

I know I won't love another person
Cause I don't wanna let you go
In my memory

Just like if I was watching the main character of a movie,
Please be the person who once loved me
Unknowingly
Come back to my side
As if we were in an old movie (Thinking about it now)
Although we seemed so young then (Thinking about it again)
The place at which time stopped for me
Stopped where we were in love

I remember, yes
I remember when I sent you off
When I let you go

Even if I were to go back, even if I were to erase it,
I miss you more and more
I can't forget you

I know I won't love another person,
Cause I don't wanna let you go
In my memory

Just like if I was watching the main character of a movie,
Please be the person who once loved me
If you hear me

In the past, we were like two lovers like, romantic comedy
left right on the screen, just quietly
Playback again, do you remember
We had countless kiss scenes
Missing each other while walking like two main characters babe
Walking on different roads, meeting each other coincidentally
Like a drama, even more dramatic than a drama
Come back to me, you know I need you back
You know I won't love anyone else

...

I hate u....eh~eh~eh~eh eh~~
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i really hate u!!
how can u said that they dance like dogs!!!
damn shit u!!!
RAWR!!!

我朋友心动的故事。。

不懂什么时候开始。。。我动心了。。
我们同班都大约4年了。。
中一时。。
在我的印象里。。你是个超乖的男生。。但我跟你不熟。。整整一年，一句话都没跟你讲过
中二。。
还是跟中一一样。。
中三。。
你是最常带纸巾去学校的。。我每次都跟你讨纸巾。。整年除了讨纸巾就没说过别句话了。
中四。。也就是今年。。
又跟你同班。。你的座位就在我的前面。。今年又跟你同一个学会。。你是主席，我是秘书。。你一直都找我谈学会的事情。。就这样我们终于真正的认识对方了。。
对我来说，你是我认识这样多个男生里。。最好的一个。。
你时常笑。。
还记得。。第一次考试时，我的physics不及格。我很难过，是你安慰我的。。
最近，我发现我。。动心。。了。。
我一直注意你。。
你一不在班。。我就很好奇你去了哪里。。
我一直都在找你聊天。。
别人问我为什么跟他这样好。。
害怕别人知道只好说：有吗？只是兴趣一样。。好聊罢了。。
近几天，我班的一位女生。。
她一直缠着做我前面的男生。。
听说。。她向他告白过。。但是失败了。。
看到她一直缠着他。。当然我心里很不爽。。
但又不想让他知道。。以免他知道了。。避开我。。
我只好收在心里。。

若他心里的那个人是我。。
他最终也会对我说。。

若不是。。
我只好默默地在旁边支持他。。

爱一个人不一定要他/她永远在你身边。。
默默地爱。。
可能也是一种幸福。。

一切。。让天决定。。我的王子是否是他。。


this is not written by me...
u know that I dont write blog with chinese and this is not my story...
is one of my friend's story...
i just borrow her my blog...
actually is...
i asked her to write her story on my blog><....
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and I WILL NOT TELL YOU THIS IS WHOSE STORY~~><

update~

Its been a few months since my last post~
I'm so busy these days~
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TEEHEE!!

tired of ....someone...

first,i thought you're a nice person,
but now i feel that you're such an annoying person
can't you be open-minded ?
i really dont wanna contact with you
but you keep on sending messages to me
it's quite wasting my money to reply you
i just hate what you said,
get lost!
you're so annoying!!!!!

...moodless~

I'm so moodless,
my beloved Alexander from U-kiss is leaving the group~
how can I listen to U-kiss's song without Xander's rap?!
his rap skill in man man ha ni made me in love with U-kiss~
my bias!~
T.T
but..nevermind..
we'll always love you...XANDER~
you're always in our heart~
we're your fans for now and forever..
Alexander..
the rapper of U-kiss
the one that knows 7 languages
the one that made me love U-kiss
the one that let me know that always drink cold-water can cause cancer~
one and only the kpop artist that will tweet in cantonese and chinese~
our dearest Xander~
god bless your future~
WE LOVE YOU~
우리는 항상 당신을 사랑합니다..

rainy days by ONEWAY

I'm seriously in love with ONEWAY's rainy days~



FEAT 2pm JUNSU...

I'm seriously addicted to this song..
and I love the lead vocal----CHANCE
the one that plays the piano~
he looks kinda like Bruno Mars...
with a nice voice~

AND~
JUNSU is so cool in this Music Video~!!!