Sunday, April 29, 2012

不败!


终于能释怀
什么样的结能永远纠缠
感情里没有背叛不背叛
只不过缘分用完 就该 离开

还可以承担
虽然浪漫之后又是遗憾
心里面好像残废了一块
至少我找到人生 部分 答案

每个失望的难关
都是善意的安排
看我的希望有多少能耐

有谁不曾受过伤
伤痛后会更明白
究竟有什么值得我去爱

不怕失败 相信自己不败
没有痛过 怎么会有痛快
就算失败 相信真爱不败
爱过才懂 我为什么存在

有人正在等 等待最好的爱

爱是个麻烦
却像巧克力让人戒不断
甜蜜中透着苦涩的情感
怎么能付出真心 不被 伤害

绝不放弃爱
往往到了最后只剩习惯
失去了感觉相处很为难
从分不开到分开 都要 看开

每个失望的难关
都是善意的安排
看我的希望有多少能耐

有谁不曾受过伤
伤痛后会更明白
究竟有什么值得我去爱

不怕失败 相信自己不败
没有痛过 怎么会有痛快
就算失败 相信真爱不败
爱过才懂 我为什么存在

有人正在等 等待最好的爱

--------2pm 俊昊 & 吴建豪 不败 MV---------
new song~~
I love it,
a nice song!
and I love the lyrics too~
[[不怕失败 相信自己不败]]

Elayne ! JJang!!
naega chal chalaga!
Biology~!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Good 'bam'~!

Friday, April 27, 2012

because of papa~

because of papa,
I get almost everything i want,
he is good in social communication
and he has soooooooo many friends
I dont really know why
my papa's korean friends love me so much
once they heard my papa said that I love kpop and even perform dancing in korean song and I love korea,
they will react like this: REALLY??!!!
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Uncle Jason(he is a korean too) said that after my spm,
if I have much free times
he would like me to go to KL and study korean cultures,korean languages from his wife~
how nice!
Uncle Goo always ask me what did I want from Korea when he is going back there

Uncle Lee too,
once he heard my papa said I love kpop
he straight away bought albums for me after he was back from Korea

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all thanks to my papa~
because of him,I can get soooo many nice things

hmm....its been more than a years since my trip to korea
I miss Ms.Park
I wonder how is she now
she stops keeping in touch with me since she pregnant for 8 months last year
she is a nice lady~~
I communicate well with her
It's really nice to know her
Ms.Park~~
Unnie~bogoshippoyo~~

free albums~~

I get another 2 free albums from my papa's korean friends..
this time is bought by Uncle Lee ~
gomawoyo uncle!!

this time's free albums are........

SHINEE's SHERLOCK    &    T-ARA'S LOVEY DOVEY !!!


I got free albums before from Uncle Goo ~><
Uncle Goo bought me

RAIN's BACK TO THE BASIC 
2PM'S HANDS UP
2PM'S HEARTBEAT
BoA'S BEST OF USA
WHEESUNG'S VOCALATE 
SUPER JUNIOR'S A-CHA
BIG BANG'S ALWAYS 

jinja kamsahamnida Uncle!



cousins~

I chatted with my cousin [De Quade] just now...
we were talking about Big Bang's Alive World Tour 2012.
since standard 4 if I'm not wrong,
I never been that good with my this 2 cousins before ><
start from last year
thanks to kpop
We had a lot of things to chat
Last year when August holidays,
my family and I went back to Pahang (my mama's hometown) to visit my grandpa and my aunts
I always thought that it was a boring trip back there coz even I stayed at my aunt's house ,
I still didn't have anything to do
plus my cousins were like not even wanna talk to me ><
However,
it's different since the last time I backed to Pahang
a memorable visit backed there,
I still remember,
how fun we were when 3 of my cousins and I went to have our korean barbeque dinner in a korean restaurant
after our dinner,
my big cousin [used to call him as 'ah boy'] fetched all of us backed home
In the car,
we were like having our own clubbing disco  ><
with the song 2pm 's hand up!!
it's really a memorable visit ><

and...
about Big Bang's concert,
the official schedule hasn't release yet
but what I know is
they will be coming to Malaysia
I really hope that we come after SPM
what makes me feel very touching is
my cousins said they are willing to help me to convince my mama if big bang come before SPM
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really thanks a lot!
they want me to join them to watch Big Bang
><..

I really hope they would come after SPM..
I really dont wanna regret for my whole life
coz if they come before SPM,
the percentage of me going to watch big bang is like only 5%
my mama wont let me go before SPM
and I will regret for my whole life~

haiz...forget about the concert..
you're still having exam now
FOCUS ELAYNE!
AZA AZA HWAITING!

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Domino ~


Nothing ever happens in this town
It’s the same old thing when we go out
A new place to hang with the same crowd
I looked up when you came and sat down


Now I’m here with you and I’m admiring the view
I hope you never ever never ever cut me loose
And I don’t know what to do because


I’m falling into something real and I can’t stop me
I’m knocking over everything and you just caught me
From start to finish I promise I’m in this
Just wanna let you know, yo I’m falling like a domino


Falling, falling, falling, Just like a domino
Falling, falling, falling, Just like a domino
From start to finish I promise I’ll mend this
Just wanna let you know, yo I’m falling like a domino


Always said true love never happens
A little push caused this chain reaction.
I never thought you’d be my distraction
I admit girl you got me crashing


Now I’m here with you and I’m admiring the view
I hope you never ever never ever cut me loose
And I don’t know what to do because


I’m falling into something real and I can’t stop me
I’m knocking over everything and you just caught me
From start to finish I promise I’m in this
Just wanna let you know, yo I’m falling like a domino


Falling, falling, falling, Just like a domino
Falling, falling, falling, Just like a domino
From start to finish I promise I’ll mend this
Just wanna let you know, yo I’m falling like a domino


When it all comes down you gon’ have my back
When the last one falls baby we got that
You’re saying… ooh ooh hot hot Oooh oooh hot hot
Keep saying hot hot ooh ooh hot hot
When it all comes down you gon’ have my back
When the last one falls baby we got that
Keep saying ooh ooh Keep saying ooh ooh
Keeping saying ooh ooh Keep saying
I’m falling like a domino


I’m falling into something real and I can’t stop me
I’m knocking over everything and you just caught me
From start to finish I promise I’m in this
Just wanna let you know, yo I’m falling like a domino


Falling, falling, falling, Just like a domino
Falling, falling, falling, Just like a domino
From start to finish I promise I’ll mend this
Just wanna let you know, yo I’m falling like a domino


I’m falling into something real and I can’t stop me
I’m knocking over everything and you just caught me
From start to finish I promise I’m in this
Just wanna let you know, yo I’m falling like a domino


Falling, falling, falling, Just like a domino
Falling, falling, falling, Just like a domino
From start to finish I promise I’ll mend this
Just wanna let you know, yo I’m falling like a domino


Love the lyrics~~

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

exam week~tired~

uh~~~exam~~><
this morning's subjects were history and chinese~
I hate both subjects~~
although I am a chinese but I don't like having chinese test~~
it is damn hard~~
history makes me feel sleepy~~
this is why I can't revise history in the midnight~><

hmm~~I love drinking MILO these few days~><
I drink it almost every day~~~

'buing buing'~~
aegyo~~
influence by Joyce and Joanna,
I am soooo into EXO's TAO these days~~
I keep on repeat his 'aegyo' video on youtube for more than 10 times~
his 'buing buing' makes me crazy~~
<>!!

I signed up an account on INSTAGRAM last week~
follow me there
{{ Elayne_c }}

it's 11pm ++ now...gotta hit the bed~ still need to take mathematics test tomorrow~~
GOOD 'BAM' = good night~~~

Sunday, April 22, 2012

In heaven.. 'kajima'~~


Will you love me once more?


Wiping away the miracle of seeing you
I won’t be able to live on
Even when I’ve escaped from every dream
The first time I saw your image
It felt like i was drowning in the raindrops of this world


From where am I watching you?
Forever
Even if there’s regret, there’s really no way of seeing you
Memory of a shadow
Moistness of a name
It’s there in that little memory


I can’t do it, really can’t do it
It’s like you’re by my side
Not waiting, I’m not waiting anymore
I’ll try again to say something
I’ll try again to leave some memory
Walking in the dreamscape
In my footsteps
Afraid to close my eyes




Don’t go, don’t leave
Can’t you remain by my side
Lies, all are lies
I can’t hear anything
Love you, I love you
Can’t you see that from one single line
Love you, I love you
Will you love me again


So fast, you have already clean forgotten
the tracks of finding you have also disappeared


This last path, adheres closely to my tears
again I inch a little closer (again it’s about the same)




(I’ve also changed)
You’re not here by my side
I’m going to go now
I’m going to go
Now i’m going to follow your path
Follow an endless path
Going everywhere to find you
I’m afraid that losing her will bring sadness


Don’t go, don’t leave
can’t you remain by my side
lies, all are lies
i can’t hear anything
love you, i love you
can’t you see that from one single line
love you, i love you
will you love me again


Don’t go, don’t go, can you remain here
lies, lies, i can’t hear
i love you, i love you, can you see that
i love you, i love you, will you love me




don’t go, don’t leave
can’t you remain by my side
lies, all are lies
i can’t hear anything
love you, i love you
can’t you see that from one single line
love you, i love you
will you love me again


JYJ in heaven <------click to the MV

EXAM~~haiz

I'll be sitting for my mid year exam tomorrow
tomorrow's subjects are Malay and sivic...
if you're from other country,
you'll think: SIVIC?why are they need to exam for sivic?
it really a non-sense subject
wasting our time~
and the subject:MORAL too
is it the government think that we do not have moral so we need to exam for moral?
if one person get high marks in the moral test,it doesnt means that the person really have moral!!
those who good in memorizing can really get high marks in moral~
Malaysia's ministry of education is really ...I dont know how to say...
are they trying to train Malaysian's students to be well in memorizing those moral values?
do these moral values still need to memorize?!!
REALLY!this is wasting our time!
make us suffer more~~
EVERYDAY I'M SUFFERING><
i hate malaysian's education~~
but what to do?
cant blame~~I born to be a malaysian~~

天才表演《木木夕。木目心》圆满结束~~

虽然已经结束了差不多一个月了~~
但是我还是很怀念大家一起练习的时候~~
演员们一起练戏,练唱,练舞~~
练了差不多半年~~
虽然最后呈现的表演算不上非常的好~~也收到了不少人的批评但是也是一场留下很多回忆的活动~~
说实在,我表演过那么多场(舞蹈)~~
只有这场我和原跳TROUBLEMAKER 时,
那些欢呼声&掌声让我觉得。。苦练那么久也是值得的~~
练习期间~
为了要呈现最好的舞蹈~~
闪到腰,扭到脚~~
但是最后让我感到有那份成就感~~
真的值得~~
也非常谢谢朋友们的支持,团运的帮忙~

照片~~~~
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wei en was singing~~

dancing SNSD's tell me your wish(genie) ^^

they're singing + rapping Hayley william's airplane~~

they're singing Adele's rolling in the deep~~

~~~our banner~~~

the left side with the hair band one is me~~><

~END~大合照~~谢谢大家哟!~



我表演的妆~~不像我吧~~><..好像老了很多><

我的TROUBLEMAKER表演 LINK 


Shooting stars~

Last month,I've attended a wedding dinner of my mama's boss's son's .><
I love the design of the wedding ~
especially the lights on the ceiling~



beautiful right?
I wish my future wedding can have these kind of lights on the ceiling~~
it looks like shooting stars~~^^
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